1 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:38,220 I don't know why I decided to write this diary. 2 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:39,740 I really don't know. 3 00:01:40,820 --> 00:01:44,760 Sometimes I think that I write because I am romantic, like any young woman. 4 00:01:45,800 --> 00:01:49,880 Sometimes I think I do this for numerous literary influences that 5 00:01:49,880 --> 00:01:50,880 I received. 6 00:01:51,080 --> 00:01:55,320 After all, I am a teacher literature, even if it comes from school 7 00:01:55,320 --> 00:01:56,320 secondary. 8 00:01:57,260 --> 00:01:59,700 But I think I'm writing this diary for love. 9 00:02:00,560 --> 00:02:01,560 Love of life. 10 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:03,940 Love the little things. 11 00:02:04,280 --> 00:02:05,520 Love of nature. 12 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:07,040 Love when being loved. 13 00:02:07,580 --> 00:02:09,380 Love discovering the act of loving. 14 00:02:10,720 --> 00:02:15,240 I had met Roberto about six years ago months and was deeply in love 15 00:02:15,240 --> 00:02:16,240 for him. 16 00:02:22,220 --> 00:02:25,380 As incredible as it may seem, he was the one who taught to love. 17 00:02:26,080 --> 00:02:27,840 I had never loved anyone before him. 18 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:30,720 I've never been able to connect with someone. 19 00:02:31,880 --> 00:02:35,120 Roberto appeared so suddenly and occupied all my life. 20 00:03:47,720 --> 00:03:48,720 What it was? 21 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:50,200 What do you have? 22 00:03:51,380 --> 00:03:52,380 Nothing. 23 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:55,140 Have you never been like this? 24 00:03:55,880 --> 00:03:57,440 Are you worried about something? 25 00:03:57,820 --> 00:03:59,760 No. I already said it was nothing. 26 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:01,260 Silvia, you are lying. 27 00:04:01,520 --> 00:04:02,520 I feel. 28 00:04:02,780 --> 00:04:03,800 Did something happen? 29 00:04:07,060 --> 00:04:08,320 It's my period. 30 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:11,040 What is it? 31 00:04:11,460 --> 00:04:12,460 Are you late? 32 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:31,440 Haven't you taken the exam yet? 33 00:04:31,780 --> 00:04:36,900 I already thought about it, but... It's a thing It's normal, every now and then it's late. 34 00:04:43,100 --> 00:04:46,760 I didn't have the courage to tell the Roberto the results of the exam. 35 00:04:48,040 --> 00:04:51,760 Because I thought I could ruin the holidays that we had planned with 36 00:04:51,760 --> 00:04:52,760 so much affection. 37 00:04:55,820 --> 00:04:57,740 It was the first time we traveled together. 38 00:04:58,160 --> 00:04:59,360 We were going to the mountain. 39 00:04:59,880 --> 00:05:02,420 And I was going to see Marta again, who was mine best friend. 40 00:05:03,260 --> 00:05:07,100 Roberto didn't know her yet, because some time she had decided 41 00:05:07,100 --> 00:05:09,460 leave the city to live a life different. 42 00:05:14,320 --> 00:05:18,140 Marta went with Bebel, a common friend, build an alternative way of life 43 00:05:18,140 --> 00:05:19,139 they both said. 44 00:05:19,140 --> 00:05:20,980 Out of everything and everyone. 45 00:05:24,080 --> 00:05:26,780 Seeing these friends again was a joy for me. present. 46 00:05:27,470 --> 00:05:29,910 And also support for the problem that I tormented. 47 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:34,830 Marta, before leaving São Paulo, experienced a similar problem to me 48 00:05:34,830 --> 00:05:36,010 was facing at that moment. 49 00:05:36,610 --> 00:05:39,830 See or not have a child of the person who you are loving it. 50 00:05:40,210 --> 00:05:44,410 When you're feeling absolutely insecure and immature in front of 51 00:05:44,410 --> 00:05:45,410 of anything. 52 00:05:45,930 --> 00:05:47,850 But who is safe and mature? 53 00:06:17,130 --> 00:06:18,470 My God, how good. 54 00:06:19,210 --> 00:06:21,330 Good, you look beautiful. 55 00:06:21,590 --> 00:06:24,490 You look wonderful. Good to see you. This It's Roberto. 56 00:06:24,870 --> 00:06:25,870 How is it? 57 00:06:25,890 --> 00:06:26,890 All good. 58 00:06:28,330 --> 00:06:29,330 All is well. 59 00:06:33,450 --> 00:06:35,790 Baby. Hi Bebel. Hi. 60 00:06:49,320 --> 00:06:51,080 I haven't seen anyone since I've been with Roberto. 61 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:52,400 Are you living together? 62 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:56,020 No. My father would put me ahead or by the firing tone if I did 63 00:06:56,020 --> 00:06:58,660 this. I'm not like you, Marta. 64 00:06:59,300 --> 00:07:00,360 Marta, freer. 65 00:07:00,700 --> 00:07:02,200 The most creative. 66 00:07:03,280 --> 00:07:04,280 Brave. 67 00:07:05,060 --> 00:07:06,440 Marta, group leader. 68 00:07:07,280 --> 00:07:08,280 The group ended. 69 00:07:08,580 --> 00:07:09,580 AND. 70 00:07:09,920 --> 00:07:11,740 It ended when you went to live with the Dinho. 71 00:07:12,580 --> 00:07:14,560 I've been thinking about him so much. 72 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:17,940 I thought you had already forgotten him. 73 00:07:19,680 --> 00:07:22,640 You and Bebel have been living here for a long time. 74 00:07:23,880 --> 00:07:27,640 You know that to this day I remember the his expression when I came back from 75 00:07:27,640 --> 00:07:28,740 abortion. 76 00:07:29,580 --> 00:07:31,200 He was so hurt. 77 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:34,860 I needed to talk to you about this. About this what? 78 00:07:35,140 --> 00:07:37,140 About Jim or about the abortion? 79 00:07:38,680 --> 00:07:41,180 There are so many things that I don't even know why where to start, mom. 80 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:46,040 You have a nice house, huh? 81 00:07:46,590 --> 00:07:48,570 Yeah, but it doesn't make my head, no. 82 00:07:49,550 --> 00:07:52,790 We're fucking her. The inheritance it is not discussed. 83 00:07:53,810 --> 00:07:55,510 Heritage? Excellent. 84 00:07:55,890 --> 00:07:58,490 Aren't you guys hungry? Come get down from baby. 85 00:07:59,690 --> 00:08:03,050 Look, I ate and drank so much last night that I'm sick. I can't 86 00:08:03,050 --> 00:08:04,050 nor see food. 87 00:08:04,110 --> 00:08:07,890 Roberto does engineering. And yesterday there was a party at his school, right, love? 88 00:08:09,010 --> 00:08:12,210 Yeah, it's an all-male school, right? One very masculine thing. 89 00:08:12,470 --> 00:08:14,370 Ah, male, right? 90 00:08:14,890 --> 00:08:17,630 But it's not just men who are sexist, no. 91 00:08:17,850 --> 00:08:19,530 Women are too. 92 00:08:19,970 --> 00:08:21,110 I already went. 93 00:08:22,410 --> 00:08:25,730 There was a time when I was with very bad head. 94 00:08:26,490 --> 00:08:28,950 Anxious. He hated people. 95 00:08:29,790 --> 00:08:32,570 I wanted to play with anyone who wanted to have sex with me. 96 00:08:33,490 --> 00:08:39,309 I wanted until all men they exploded from so much pain in their balls. 97 00:08:39,549 --> 00:08:40,929 Bag pain? 98 00:08:41,309 --> 00:08:42,309 AND. 99 00:08:42,789 --> 00:08:44,290 Pain in the bag. 100 00:10:16,010 --> 00:10:19,230 And nowadays, you still want to give pain in the guy's bag? 101 00:10:19,810 --> 00:10:20,810 No. 102 00:10:21,630 --> 00:10:22,810 Today I'm different. 103 00:10:23,950 --> 00:10:26,910 I think that anxiety is over and loneliness. 104 00:10:28,430 --> 00:10:30,530 I discovered my peace within. 105 00:10:47,700 --> 00:10:49,940 Martha, I can't sleep. 106 00:10:50,680 --> 00:10:53,080 Enter. I'm also a little sleepless. 107 00:11:02,920 --> 00:11:06,000 What are you seeing? 108 00:11:07,880 --> 00:11:08,920 These photos. 109 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:17,910 I talked so much about Dinho today with Silvia who made me miss her. 110 00:11:18,110 --> 00:11:19,690 Where is he, huh? 111 00:11:21,090 --> 00:11:22,850 I don't like these things. 112 00:11:23,850 --> 00:11:24,850 What things? 113 00:11:26,510 --> 00:11:28,610 Silvia visiting us. 114 00:11:29,310 --> 00:11:30,990 You thinking about your past. 115 00:11:32,550 --> 00:11:35,450 I didn't come here to erase mine past, Bebel. 116 00:11:37,390 --> 00:11:40,590 I like you a lot, but Silvia is my friend. 117 00:11:41,070 --> 00:11:42,990 And I want that to be respected. 118 00:11:43,980 --> 00:11:45,500 I didn't want to marry her, okay? 119 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:49,240 And me? 120 00:11:49,900 --> 00:11:50,960 Am I not your friend? 121 00:11:52,180 --> 00:11:53,180 Of course. 122 00:11:53,820 --> 00:11:55,420 You are very silly. 123 00:12:00,620 --> 00:12:02,020 You talked so much about Martha. 124 00:12:03,100 --> 00:12:04,540 You know I didn't think she was anything special. 125 00:12:05,500 --> 00:12:06,580 But she is special. 126 00:12:08,840 --> 00:12:11,380 Not just anyone holds the bar that she could handle, no. 127 00:12:12,760 --> 00:12:14,360 AND. A calm person. 128 00:12:15,260 --> 00:12:16,260 No. 129 00:12:16,520 --> 00:12:17,520 Not that much. 130 00:12:18,700 --> 00:12:25,180 When she was dating Jim, and there were three years of dating, it was very crazy, very 131 00:12:25,180 --> 00:12:26,920 drugs, lots of drinking. 132 00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:31,060 Then they decided to live together. 133 00:12:31,740 --> 00:12:33,500 And soon after she became pregnant. 134 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:34,779 So what? 135 00:12:34,780 --> 00:12:37,580 So what if Jim really wanted this son, this child. 136 00:12:39,760 --> 00:12:40,900 But not Marta. 137 00:12:41,400 --> 00:12:44,040 So she decided to have an abortion against his will. 138 00:12:44,480 --> 00:12:46,040 And the two separated. 139 00:12:46,960 --> 00:12:48,340 Martha, Martha. 140 00:12:48,780 --> 00:12:49,780 And us? 141 00:12:52,640 --> 00:12:54,480 I admire Marta a lot. 142 00:12:55,900 --> 00:12:58,780 At school, she was always the best student. 143 00:12:59,380 --> 00:13:01,220 I had the most beautiful boyfriends. 144 00:13:01,980 --> 00:13:04,100 And it was difficult to find a boyfriend. 145 00:13:04,660 --> 00:13:06,060 And am I not beautiful? 146 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:07,760 Of course. 147 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:10,140 You are handsome. 148 00:13:23,950 --> 00:13:24,950 What about your period? 149 00:13:27,050 --> 00:13:28,070 What if she doesn't come? 150 00:13:31,130 --> 00:13:32,510 We'll have to find a way. 151 00:13:33,930 --> 00:13:34,930 What way? 152 00:13:38,910 --> 00:13:44,170 We'll have to... ...have an abortion. 153 00:13:57,880 --> 00:13:59,600 Hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello. 154 00:14:02,840 --> 00:14:04,000 There's no one there, right? 155 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:05,560 Of course there's no one there. 156 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:07,200 Of course there is. 157 00:15:37,390 --> 00:15:39,650 We weren't waiting for you. 158 00:15:40,390 --> 00:15:41,510 Bibel, what about Marta? 159 00:15:41,930 --> 00:15:42,930 How is she? 160 00:15:43,450 --> 00:15:46,830 It must be getting up. Dinho, this is the song I told you about. 161 00:15:48,330 --> 00:15:51,270 Dinho! What are you doing here? 162 00:15:51,690 --> 00:15:52,770 I came to see you. 163 00:15:52,990 --> 00:15:53,990 Come here. 164 00:15:54,990 --> 00:15:57,970 And spend the holidays with you. 165 00:15:58,310 --> 00:16:00,850 Hi, Martha. Dinho talks a lot about you. 166 00:16:01,710 --> 00:16:03,590 Yes, we talk about you a lot. 167 00:16:03,930 --> 00:16:05,390 This is Carminha. 168 00:16:05,990 --> 00:16:06,990 Great pleasure. 169 00:16:07,260 --> 00:16:08,260 All good? 170 00:16:12,200 --> 00:16:18,000 What it was? 171 00:16:18,780 --> 00:16:20,540 I think I heard Dinho's voice. 172 00:16:21,980 --> 00:16:22,980 Who? 173 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:25,780 Dinho, the guy who lived with Marta. 174 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:55,680 Too early to listen to music. 175 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:58,460 Well, music has no time. 176 00:16:58,820 --> 00:17:00,140 There is it in my house. 177 00:17:00,420 --> 00:17:02,820 I haven't been introduced to you yet. I neither. 178 00:17:03,300 --> 00:17:06,780 She is Carminha, Dinho's friend. 179 00:17:07,740 --> 00:17:08,920 Great pleasure. 180 00:17:09,319 --> 00:17:14,940 Well, since we receive more visitors, I'll until the city buys something else. 181 00:17:15,319 --> 00:17:18,720 It doesn't have to be now, right, Bebel? Let's go enjoy this beautiful day. 182 00:17:19,099 --> 00:17:20,280 Shall we climb the mountain? 183 00:17:21,609 --> 00:17:25,730 Silvia told me that there is a waterfall. Genius, you can even go for a swim. Let's go 184 00:17:25,730 --> 00:17:26,730 in this? 185 00:17:26,849 --> 00:17:28,349 Really, I think it's a great idea. 186 00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:31,450 Why don't you come, Bebel? Leave it for later. 187 00:17:31,990 --> 00:17:32,990 You will. 188 00:17:33,410 --> 00:17:34,710 I'm going to the city. 189 00:17:35,030 --> 00:17:36,150 Oh, come on, Bebel. 190 00:17:36,650 --> 00:17:39,910 Hey, Marta, I think it's good for you to go. You don't Are you up for it? 191 00:18:46,060 --> 00:18:48,300 Where did you get this little thing, huh? 192 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:50,400 Are you jealous? 193 00:18:51,140 --> 00:18:53,040 Jealousy? No, not me. 194 00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,220 I don't feel anything for you. 195 00:18:55,920 --> 00:18:56,920 Nothing. 196 00:22:20,090 --> 00:22:21,090 How cheap! 197 00:22:21,410 --> 00:22:22,510 But this is genius. 198 00:22:22,950 --> 00:22:24,210 Are we going to fall into the water, Flávio? 199 00:22:40,190 --> 00:22:42,610 Taking a bath in this cold water is a good, huh? Let's go? 200 00:22:42,950 --> 00:22:45,810 No no. Very cold, Flávio. Oh, I I will. 201 00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:53,269 I know. 202 00:22:53,270 --> 00:22:54,590 I know. 203 00:22:55,270 --> 00:22:56,730 What is that? 204 00:22:56,970 --> 00:22:59,370 I don't know. 205 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:47,640 Let's go. 206 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,000 Come here. 207 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:54,600 It will be? 208 00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:06,870 Stereo. 209 00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:09,880 Beast! 210 00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:12,160 Why aren't you with them? 211 00:26:13,180 --> 00:26:14,640 There's a bag up there. 212 00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:17,520 Bag? Yeah, it sucks. 213 00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:21,340 Marta is getting involved with the Roberto. 214 00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:23,560 Marta? 215 00:26:24,640 --> 00:26:25,920 Yes, Marta. 216 00:26:28,380 --> 00:26:29,440 Martha. 217 00:26:36,060 --> 00:26:38,380 My mother, this is my father's stop. 218 00:26:39,310 --> 00:26:41,670 My stepfather is actually a nice guy. 219 00:26:42,130 --> 00:26:44,950 But one day he tried to rape me. 220 00:26:45,470 --> 00:26:46,930 And he really raped me. 221 00:26:47,790 --> 00:26:50,550 Then I left home and went to live with a friend. 222 00:26:51,970 --> 00:26:54,430 And her parents didn't like me. 223 00:26:55,350 --> 00:26:56,950 Imagine, they didn't like me. 224 00:26:58,230 --> 00:27:02,210 Until one day my stepfather came to me pick up at school. It makes me feel bad 225 00:27:02,210 --> 00:27:03,210 humor. 226 00:27:03,350 --> 00:27:07,670 I died of shame when I saw him there at the school door. 227 00:27:08,490 --> 00:27:12,870 Then he made me promise not to I wouldn't tell my mother anything if he didn't 228 00:27:12,870 --> 00:27:13,870 touch me more. 229 00:27:15,130 --> 00:27:16,710 But then I was pregnant. 230 00:27:18,090 --> 00:27:19,090 Pregnant. 231 00:27:20,150 --> 00:27:23,750 Then I had to abort. It was my second abortion. 232 00:27:24,070 --> 00:27:28,330 I fell into the hands of a butcher. I wasn't even going to compensate. So let's not talk about it, 233 00:27:28,390 --> 00:27:29,390 okay? 234 00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:18,980 Have you made the cut yet? 235 00:28:19,820 --> 00:28:20,820 No. 236 00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,320 Don't have the courage to do it? 237 00:28:23,700 --> 00:28:25,000 I don't want to talk about it, no. 238 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:27,540 A while ago I thought about having one son. 239 00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:29,980 Have you never wanted to have a child? 240 00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:31,500 No, girl. 241 00:28:32,500 --> 00:28:33,500 Son never. 242 00:28:34,660 --> 00:28:38,560 I think Dinho was the person I I loved the most in my life. 243 00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:40,720 It was, isn't it anymore? 244 00:28:42,300 --> 00:28:43,300 No. 245 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:45,800 What does he do in life? 246 00:28:46,540 --> 00:28:49,240 He's already done so much, nothing has worked. 247 00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:52,960 He was once a model, he was once a photographer. 248 00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:55,480 There was a time when he was a disc jockey. 249 00:28:56,220 --> 00:29:00,520 Afterwards he decided to become director of cinema and came out in super eight. 250 00:29:01,140 --> 00:29:05,860 But nothing worked, no. He never found it. Were you together for a long time? 251 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:07,000 Three years. 252 00:29:07,260 --> 00:29:09,200 Silvia told me that you guys had a fight. 253 00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:12,120 Right after you got serious. 254 00:29:12,740 --> 00:29:14,140 It wasn't quite that. 255 00:29:14,830 --> 00:29:19,310 The relationship was already somewhat deteriorated, it was bad. And so, I didn't want to have 256 00:29:19,310 --> 00:29:20,770 a son. And he wanted it. 257 00:29:21,450 --> 00:29:27,750 I discovered that I had spoiled myself too much, very possessive. I even think that because 258 00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:28,750 of his family. 259 00:29:28,870 --> 00:29:29,910 Rich family, right? 260 00:29:30,310 --> 00:29:33,230 And I got into a rush to find mine path. 261 00:29:33,870 --> 00:29:35,550 I discovered it, I knew who I was. 262 00:31:08,780 --> 00:31:12,140 I need to talk to you. I don't have nothing to talk to you about. But I have. 263 00:31:17,940 --> 00:31:19,280 I dreamed of my son. 264 00:31:20,020 --> 00:31:21,840 That's a closed topic, Dinho. 265 00:31:22,060 --> 00:31:23,060 Dinho! 266 00:31:23,180 --> 00:31:24,440 I'm glad you're here. 267 00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:26,920 Oh, Marcos. 268 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:31,340 I wanted to explain to you... I don't want to no explanation. I'm fed up 269 00:31:31,340 --> 00:31:32,340 full of you. 270 00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:33,660 Why? What have I done to you? 271 00:31:35,260 --> 00:31:36,280 Sterile woman. 272 00:31:50,659 --> 00:31:54,340 You take this little road here and go forward all my life. 273 00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:08,840 These two could leave and not come back never again. 274 00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:10,620 I feel a sense of tragedy in them. 275 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,340 What it is? Are you dramatic now? 276 00:32:12,580 --> 00:32:14,980 Dramatic by whom? Keep talking about tragedy? Roberto, I want to talk to 277 00:32:14,980 --> 00:32:16,100 you. Talk later. Now! 278 00:32:16,940 --> 00:32:19,260 Listen here, Silvio. I'm tired. I feel like taking a shower. I saw. 279 00:32:19,620 --> 00:32:20,620 Saw what? 280 00:33:09,629 --> 00:33:10,629 Silvinha, I'm sorry. 281 00:33:11,270 --> 00:33:12,450 I didn't want to hurt you. 282 00:33:16,250 --> 00:33:17,250 I know. 283 00:33:20,630 --> 00:33:21,790 And that girl, huh? 284 00:33:22,690 --> 00:33:24,230 Her story touched me a lot. 285 00:33:25,710 --> 00:33:28,790 Have you ever imagined her stepfather? I don't I want to talk about her story. 286 00:33:30,610 --> 00:33:31,810 I want to talk about us. 287 00:33:33,730 --> 00:33:34,730 What do we have? 288 00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:42,440 It's just that I've been with you for so long time that seems like a lifetime. 289 00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:46,160 Not only these six months that we we are together. 290 00:33:47,060 --> 00:33:48,680 I'm afraid of losing you, Roberto. 291 00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:52,320 That's it, you silly girl. 292 00:33:53,140 --> 00:33:54,140 I am here. 293 00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:56,460 What is it, Sylvia? 294 00:34:58,780 --> 00:34:59,800 I don't know, Roberto. 295 00:35:00,900 --> 00:35:01,900 Sorry. 296 00:35:03,740 --> 00:35:04,740 Sylvia! 297 00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:06,080 I'm coming! 298 00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:10,100 I'm going to help Bebel and Martha with kitchen. I'll be right back. 299 00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,680 Sylvia, what's going on? 300 00:35:21,100 --> 00:35:22,360 Let's talk later. 301 00:35:25,320 --> 00:35:26,320 See you later. 302 00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:10,100 I like having people to listen to me. 303 00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:17,140 The more people there are to listen to me, better. 304 00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:22,100 The greater the attention, the greater the lie. So tell me, mom. 305 00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:23,720 I won't tell, no. 306 00:36:24,100 --> 00:36:30,080 But today I told you something like that hairy hair that even gave me goosebumps. 307 00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:31,640 What is this then? 308 00:36:48,990 --> 00:36:51,450 Imagine my father raping me. 309 00:36:52,030 --> 00:36:53,890 And I'm tied to it. 310 00:36:54,790 --> 00:36:56,590 But the lying hasn't stopped yet. 311 00:36:57,270 --> 00:37:03,190 I put all the blame on him. Blame? Yeah, two abortions I had. Did you have an abortion? Oh, 312 00:37:03,490 --> 00:37:04,950 Does that mean you're a virgin? 313 00:37:05,150 --> 00:37:06,470 She is, I'm not. 314 00:37:06,770 --> 00:37:10,910 I started having sex when I was 12 years old. It's nothing, I started having sex when I was 9. 315 00:38:46,860 --> 00:38:49,080 I think having a child is not the end of world. 316 00:38:51,220 --> 00:38:52,220 AND. 317 00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:54,320 But I know what a bar it is. 318 00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:01,840 The problem has to be faced coldly. 319 00:39:02,980 --> 00:39:05,340 Either I have a child, or I do. 320 00:39:05,980 --> 00:39:07,500 I'm tired of knowing that, Bethel. 321 00:39:08,180 --> 00:39:10,260 But if you already know, why don't you count for Roberto? 322 00:39:11,280 --> 00:39:12,540 I still haven't had the courage. 323 00:39:12,840 --> 00:39:13,779 It's simple. 324 00:39:13,780 --> 00:39:15,040 If you want, I'll tell you. 325 00:39:15,340 --> 00:39:17,840 That's her problem, Bebel. And she is the one have to resolve. 326 00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:19,700 Her problem? 327 00:39:19,820 --> 00:39:22,840 But if she's telling us, it's because she wants us to tell 328 00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:23,840 him. No. 329 00:39:24,140 --> 00:39:25,140 It's not like that, no. 330 00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:28,240 It was just a rant. I told you why you are my friends. 331 00:39:28,600 --> 00:39:29,600 And Roberto? 332 00:39:29,780 --> 00:39:31,220 Isn't he the child's father? 333 00:39:31,700 --> 00:39:34,160 Bebel, stop being aggressive, my God. What is that? 334 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:35,880 Aggressive? Me, Martha? 335 00:39:36,260 --> 00:39:39,500 And what are you? The fairy that you are outside of the naive girl? 336 00:40:30,220 --> 00:40:32,200 My dream is to be a ballerina. 337 00:40:33,560 --> 00:40:37,780 But I have a lot... Also that I don't has. 338 00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:07,380 You continue with this salt mania fruit, Silvia? 339 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:10,480 I think it's the only thing I don't I will abandon it in my life. 340 00:42:10,900 --> 00:42:13,100 Marta has already abandoned these habits. 341 00:42:13,840 --> 00:42:14,840 AND? 342 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:25,580 Hi. Hi. 343 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:27,359 Good night. 344 00:42:27,360 --> 00:42:28,360 Hello. 345 00:42:28,860 --> 00:42:31,200 Well, if you want to eat some thing, you can take it. 346 00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:33,040 I think it works for everyone. 347 00:42:58,830 --> 00:42:59,830 Is everything okay with you? 348 00:43:12,750 --> 00:43:14,710 Is there anything strange about these two? 349 00:43:16,170 --> 00:43:17,770 Then I'm the one who's dramatic, right? 350 00:43:51,150 --> 00:43:56,550 Bad people, come on! Leave me! 351 00:47:02,350 --> 00:47:03,350 Goodbye. 352 00:51:17,150 --> 00:51:23,130 Carminha? What do you have, girl? 353 00:51:23,870 --> 00:51:24,870 What does she have? 354 00:51:25,330 --> 00:51:26,330 Carminha! 355 00:51:26,910 --> 00:51:27,910 Carminha! 356 00:51:29,750 --> 00:51:30,870 Carminha! What do I hear, girl? 357 00:51:31,590 --> 00:51:32,890 Carminha! What's in you? 358 00:51:33,730 --> 00:51:36,050 Carminha! Loosen that tongue, Carminha! 359 00:51:37,110 --> 00:51:38,110 Carminha! 360 00:51:38,310 --> 00:51:39,310 Carminha! 361 00:51:41,290 --> 00:51:43,130 Speak, girl. Speak, let go. 362 00:51:43,710 --> 00:51:44,710 Carminha. 363 00:51:45,490 --> 00:51:46,750 Carminha, open your mouth. 364 00:51:49,750 --> 00:51:50,890 Carminha, respond. 365 00:51:51,210 --> 00:51:53,090 Open your mouth. 366 00:51:55,670 --> 00:51:57,870 Carminha, open your mouth. 367 00:51:58,950 --> 00:51:59,950 Carminha. 368 00:52:00,190 --> 00:52:01,690 Loosen that tongue, Carminha. 369 00:52:03,510 --> 00:52:04,530 How are you? 370 00:52:09,370 --> 00:52:10,690 She was the only one who took it. 371 00:52:13,040 --> 00:52:14,040 A big dose. 372 00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:18,020 I was the one who applied. 373 00:52:26,260 --> 00:52:28,280 I didn't bring Carminha to you screw around. 374 00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:31,220 I'm with her, but that's how it is. 375 00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:39,500 It's like a disease that we know has and cannot be cured. 376 00:52:43,530 --> 00:52:44,530 I wanted to see you. 377 00:52:46,530 --> 00:52:47,650 Talk to you. 378 00:52:50,450 --> 00:52:52,770 You couldn't have disappeared from me like that life. 379 00:52:53,030 --> 00:52:54,030 No. 380 00:52:58,330 --> 00:52:59,430 What happened? 381 00:53:00,690 --> 00:53:02,890 Marta, Carminha is in bad shape. Need a doctor. 382 00:53:05,770 --> 00:53:06,770 Wait a minute. 383 00:53:06,830 --> 00:53:08,730 Did you give her drugs? I said no. 384 00:53:10,610 --> 00:53:11,810 I applied. 385 00:53:12,810 --> 00:53:13,810 So what? 386 00:53:15,370 --> 00:53:18,070 You son of a... What's that, Roberto? 387 00:53:18,450 --> 00:53:19,450 What is that? 388 00:53:19,670 --> 00:53:21,330 Have you lost your mind? 389 00:53:21,830 --> 00:53:23,390 What there was? 390 00:53:25,970 --> 00:53:27,470 Are you crazy? 391 00:54:11,240 --> 00:54:12,720 Carminha arrived at the hospital alive. 392 00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:17,920 Fortunately, it was possible to save her, even though who needed a few days of rest and 393 00:54:17,920 --> 00:54:18,920 of observation. 394 00:54:19,720 --> 00:54:24,020 She stayed in the hospital in the small town next time and we all avoided talking 395 00:54:24,020 --> 00:54:25,020 her. 396 00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:30,320 Bebel, who regularly went to the small town sell your homemade products, sweets 397 00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:32,940 and crafts, he is the one who brought news her. 398 00:54:33,540 --> 00:54:38,080 But even Bebel avoided talking about the subject and we didn't want to hear it either. 399 00:54:48,270 --> 00:54:53,810 What happened disturbed us greatly and the their marks were so strong that the 400 00:54:53,810 --> 00:54:54,870 discouragement hit us. 401 00:54:55,270 --> 00:54:59,190 The pleasure of holidays and coexistence common disappeared. 402 00:54:59,430 --> 00:55:02,330 The outside and inside temperature dropped. 403 00:55:02,530 --> 00:55:03,530 It fell a lot. 404 00:58:36,720 --> 00:58:37,720 Are you going to work? 405 00:58:39,500 --> 00:58:42,500 Did you forget that it's on holidays that I I earn more, right? 406 00:58:46,540 --> 00:58:47,740 Will you be back soon? 407 00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:51,940 What are you wanting, Marta? 408 00:58:52,180 --> 00:58:53,180 Nothing, nothing. 409 00:58:53,400 --> 00:58:54,660 I asked just to ask. 410 00:58:56,680 --> 00:59:00,860 Hey, Marta, there's something here, oh, choked in my throat that I don't 411 00:59:00,860 --> 00:59:01,860 I can swallow. 412 00:59:02,120 --> 00:59:03,420 When did we get here? 413 00:59:03,770 --> 00:59:07,330 You promised me that we would live alone. And as far as I know, we 414 00:59:07,330 --> 00:59:08,650 keep living, Bebel. 415 00:59:09,070 --> 00:59:11,410 They just came here to spend the holidays. 416 00:59:11,630 --> 00:59:14,690 But I just hope they don't solve it spend all holidays here. 417 00:59:16,330 --> 00:59:20,030 Bebel, here's the thing, I love it you. Now I never promised to isolate myself 418 00:59:20,030 --> 00:59:21,030 of the world, okay? 419 00:59:43,470 --> 00:59:44,470 What it was? 420 00:59:45,450 --> 00:59:46,550 Did Bebel fight with you? 421 00:59:50,490 --> 00:59:51,490 I don't know. 422 00:59:53,330 --> 00:59:54,790 She's a bit under attack. 423 00:59:55,910 --> 00:59:57,330 But don't worry about that. 424 00:59:57,610 --> 00:59:58,810 Take care of your project. 425 01:00:00,810 --> 01:00:02,770 What is that? There's no rush. 426 01:00:03,290 --> 01:00:04,290 Tell me. 427 01:00:05,970 --> 01:00:10,650 Bebel is a very nice person, but She is very possessive. 428 01:00:11,310 --> 01:00:12,610 This house is hers. 429 01:00:13,130 --> 01:00:15,830 This is her inheritance, not mine. 430 01:00:16,130 --> 01:00:17,390 Are we the ones creating the problem? 431 01:00:18,190 --> 01:00:19,670 She thinks so. 432 01:00:20,350 --> 01:00:22,610 Bebel dreamed of the solitude here. 433 01:00:23,230 --> 01:00:24,510 Which I also like. 434 01:00:25,050 --> 01:00:27,770 Only I feel differently hers. 435 01:00:28,130 --> 01:00:30,130 But she is a very nice person. 436 01:00:30,650 --> 01:00:31,830 A good friend. 437 01:00:32,410 --> 01:00:35,430 And she gave me a lot of strength when it came to abortion. 438 01:00:35,770 --> 01:00:39,250 At that time, everything was very confusing. 439 01:00:39,690 --> 01:00:41,770 My family was creating problems. 440 01:00:42,490 --> 01:00:43,630 I couldn't get work. 441 01:00:44,470 --> 01:00:49,730 I was dissatisfied with myself. I I needed to know what I wanted 442 01:00:49,730 --> 01:00:50,730 of my life. 443 01:00:50,810 --> 01:00:53,530 And suddenly I came here with Bebel. It was the solution. 444 01:00:54,210 --> 01:00:57,630 If we are getting in the way, we you can solve this now. 445 01:00:57,950 --> 01:01:02,070 No way, for God's sake. I I'm loving you here. 446 01:01:02,450 --> 01:01:06,210 I'm happy to see Silvia again. In having with whom to exchange information. 447 01:01:06,830 --> 01:01:08,390 I need this, Roberto. 448 01:01:08,870 --> 01:01:09,870 Is it good for me? 449 01:01:10,640 --> 01:01:13,160 Bebel's kind of life isn't mine. 450 01:01:13,440 --> 01:01:14,600 Can you understand me? 451 01:01:16,340 --> 01:01:17,340 Of course it does. 452 01:01:17,920 --> 01:01:19,600 And then I loved meeting you. 453 01:01:23,360 --> 01:01:24,360 Me too. 454 01:01:31,620 --> 01:01:33,180 I saw them coming. 455 01:01:34,160 --> 01:01:36,060 I realized they wanted to kill me. 456 01:01:37,100 --> 01:01:38,100 I saw. 457 01:01:39,500 --> 01:01:40,500 It was on everyone's face. 458 01:01:41,820 --> 01:01:44,820 The hate they had is what I I represent. 459 01:01:46,960 --> 01:01:50,140 It's not for me exactly, but it's for my social condition. 460 01:01:50,540 --> 01:01:51,660 And when was that? 461 01:01:53,660 --> 01:01:54,660 One week. 462 01:01:55,660 --> 01:01:56,880 I was thrown there. 463 01:01:57,860 --> 01:01:59,040 Throwing blood. 464 01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:00,960 All bloody. 465 01:02:01,740 --> 01:02:03,360 Ruth had gone to town. 466 01:02:04,380 --> 01:02:06,640 When I arrived, I couldn't believe the that I saw. 467 01:02:07,020 --> 01:02:08,280 Oh, don't count that. 468 01:02:08,760 --> 01:02:10,140 And why not, Claudio? 469 01:02:11,100 --> 01:02:15,920 He was sitting on a chair, all bandaged, with some pieces of sheet. 470 01:02:16,440 --> 01:02:17,520 It looked like a mummy. 471 01:02:19,120 --> 01:02:20,560 And did they arrest the guys? 472 01:02:20,820 --> 01:02:22,740 No. The police are looking. 473 01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,540 But thinking about it, I don't care for them to be arrested, no. 474 01:02:28,440 --> 01:02:33,360 They must be bricklayers, servants, odd jobs, who work nearby. 475 01:02:34,260 --> 01:02:37,840 After a lot of drinking, they they had... 476 01:02:38,080 --> 01:02:40,600 An attack of madness, lucidity, who do you know? 477 01:02:41,600 --> 01:02:44,060 When they discovered they had none privilege. 478 01:02:45,800 --> 01:02:47,200 Destiny was hate. 479 01:02:48,340 --> 01:02:49,340 They wanted to kill me. 480 01:02:50,020 --> 01:02:52,240 Destroy. Let's look ahead. 481 01:02:52,660 --> 01:02:54,460 But they are dangerous, aren't they? 482 01:02:56,520 --> 01:02:59,680 It seems like they suddenly had a political awareness. 483 01:03:01,320 --> 01:03:03,720 You're not theorizing too much, are you? 484 01:03:04,520 --> 01:03:06,700 No. I'm not, no. 485 01:03:07,500 --> 01:03:08,500 Take a good look. 486 01:03:09,560 --> 01:03:11,560 I'm walking, I'm alive. 487 01:03:12,300 --> 01:03:13,300 That's what matters. 488 01:03:15,420 --> 01:03:16,500 It was an accident. 489 01:03:17,760 --> 01:03:19,440 A simple accident. 490 01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:22,440 Why hate? 491 01:03:24,980 --> 01:03:25,980 Revenge. 492 01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:28,800 For what? 493 01:03:29,680 --> 01:03:30,900 Won't it solve anything? 494 01:03:32,660 --> 01:03:34,460 The important thing is that I'm alive. 495 01:03:35,780 --> 01:03:36,780 Alive. 496 01:03:46,410 --> 01:03:49,910 that I didn't think anything special about you. 497 01:03:53,070 --> 01:03:54,350 It was a lie, right? 498 01:03:56,670 --> 01:03:57,670 No. 499 01:05:06,750 --> 01:05:09,290 Are you disturbed? I really liked you. 500 01:05:12,430 --> 01:05:13,550 Because of those stabbings. 501 01:05:14,010 --> 01:05:17,130 But sometimes a stop for a while It might even be a good thing, right? 502 01:05:19,110 --> 01:05:20,270 No, it's not my case, no. 503 01:05:21,350 --> 01:05:25,470 When I'm creating, I feel like I'm living. 504 01:05:28,630 --> 01:05:30,290 Come. Come and see the house. 505 01:05:32,990 --> 01:05:34,770 When I'm not writing... 506 01:05:35,340 --> 01:05:37,260 I feel like I'm dying. 507 01:05:39,200 --> 01:05:41,180 But then you're dying now? 508 01:05:44,020 --> 01:05:45,020 A little. 509 01:05:47,280 --> 01:05:48,360 Aren't you cool? 510 01:05:50,120 --> 01:05:52,940 I am. I'm just a little apprehensive. 511 01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:56,540 Why? Silvia. She is my friend. 512 01:05:59,760 --> 01:06:00,880 I talk to her. 513 01:06:01,800 --> 01:06:02,800 Say what? 514 01:06:06,250 --> 01:06:07,250 Look at me. 515 01:06:08,670 --> 01:06:09,850 You are so pretty. 516 01:06:14,510 --> 01:06:17,710 Claudio's will to live is very big. 517 01:06:18,670 --> 01:06:21,690 That's why he recovered so quickly from the assault. 518 01:06:23,870 --> 01:06:26,870 He knew he had to recover fast. 519 01:06:27,750 --> 01:06:28,750 Why? 520 01:06:30,270 --> 01:06:31,330 Because he fights. 521 01:06:32,570 --> 01:06:34,130 He fights against time. 522 01:06:35,190 --> 01:06:36,270 Against time? 523 01:06:36,650 --> 01:06:37,650 AND. 524 01:06:38,290 --> 01:06:41,930 Cláudio sees death getting closer every time day that passes. 525 01:06:42,950 --> 01:06:46,370 But we all see death approaching with each passing day. 526 01:06:49,170 --> 01:06:54,290 You don't... don't want to work on something? 527 01:06:55,770 --> 01:06:56,770 There. 528 01:06:57,590 --> 01:07:01,790 No medical, engineering, advocacy. 529 01:07:03,270 --> 01:07:05,070 None of this is of interest to me. 530 01:07:05,650 --> 01:07:07,110 I don't think I even have an ideal. 531 01:07:09,010 --> 01:07:10,310 But it's not just me, no. 532 01:07:10,530 --> 01:07:12,770 My entire generation has no ideals. 533 01:07:13,650 --> 01:07:17,650 Have you already realized that my generation doesn't Do you have idols or ideals? The ideals we 534 01:07:17,650 --> 01:07:18,650 invent. 535 01:07:19,210 --> 01:07:21,570 We create illusions. 536 01:07:24,910 --> 01:07:26,470 Take a young man, for example. 537 01:07:27,430 --> 01:07:31,150 Just one love, raising a child, is already a perspective. 538 01:07:32,840 --> 01:07:33,840 But what about you? 539 01:07:35,240 --> 01:07:37,380 Do you have perspective? Of course. 540 01:07:38,240 --> 01:07:39,900 The book I'm writing. 541 01:07:41,100 --> 01:07:42,640 Pleasure of the little things. 542 01:07:44,720 --> 01:07:48,060 Everything I've ever experienced, I would live again. 543 01:07:54,040 --> 01:07:55,040 No. 544 01:07:55,700 --> 01:07:56,720 You didn't understand. 545 01:07:59,240 --> 01:08:00,840 His days are numbered. 546 01:08:02,480 --> 01:08:03,500 He has cancer. 547 01:08:08,500 --> 01:08:10,080 You love him very much, don't you? 548 01:08:13,540 --> 01:08:14,540 I love. 549 01:08:16,640 --> 01:08:18,080 Have you been together for a long time? 550 01:08:19,359 --> 01:08:20,359 Not so much. 551 01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:21,680 A year and a half ago. 552 01:08:23,779 --> 01:08:25,819 When I met him, he was already sick. 553 01:08:31,210 --> 01:08:32,310 I fell in love with him. 554 01:08:35,029 --> 01:08:36,790 Inside life. 555 01:08:39,290 --> 01:08:44,930 Of the life he has inside him. 556 01:08:47,689 --> 01:08:51,029 I believed in a great transformation in the world. 557 01:08:51,410 --> 01:08:54,090 In a way, there was this transformation. 558 01:08:54,850 --> 01:08:58,810 Your generation is a kind of continuation of my generation. 559 01:08:59,370 --> 01:09:01,550 We fight against the same social injustice. 560 01:09:03,290 --> 01:09:10,229 I suffered, I was exiled, but today 561 01:09:10,229 --> 01:09:11,229 I'm here. 562 01:09:11,930 --> 01:09:13,529 But what's all this for? 563 01:09:16,270 --> 01:09:20,450 Maybe to say as a poet, I confess that I lived. 564 01:09:21,410 --> 01:09:25,870 Or better yet, I confess that I want live. 565 01:09:29,319 --> 01:09:30,520 Do you think I'm a nice guy? 566 01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:33,200 Of course. 567 01:09:35,200 --> 01:09:36,260 So stay with me. 568 01:09:37,260 --> 01:09:41,279 Roberto, I already told you, we're not going mix things up. 569 01:09:42,240 --> 01:09:44,560 I feel very tender for you. 570 01:09:54,620 --> 01:09:56,400 I'm terrible at math. 571 01:09:56,860 --> 01:09:59,220 AND? But I'm good at physics. 572 01:10:00,720 --> 01:10:01,780 It doesn't stay like that. 573 01:10:03,800 --> 01:10:05,340 I didn't want to hurt you, Roberto. 574 01:10:07,420 --> 01:10:08,420 I know. 575 01:10:11,880 --> 01:10:13,840 I want to be honest with you. 576 01:10:15,220 --> 01:10:19,400 I'm still discovering myself, Roberto. Now, one thing I already know. 577 01:10:20,040 --> 01:10:21,040 I love Jim. 578 01:10:38,990 --> 01:10:39,990 Goodbye. 579 01:10:40,870 --> 01:10:41,870 Goodbye. 580 01:12:00,300 --> 01:12:01,760 I have a strange emotion today. 581 01:12:02,360 --> 01:12:03,720 A desire to be a child. 582 01:12:05,740 --> 01:12:07,680 I miss my father, my mother. 583 01:12:10,040 --> 01:12:11,960 I want to be a daughter. Do you know what it's like? 584 01:12:12,220 --> 01:12:13,220 I want to be a son. 585 01:12:14,400 --> 01:12:15,920 We are all children. 586 01:12:17,780 --> 01:12:18,780 Isn't it? 587 01:13:05,100 --> 01:13:06,100 How are you? 588 01:13:06,960 --> 01:13:07,960 Where's Dinho? 589 01:13:09,340 --> 01:13:11,260 He left. It was there. 590 01:13:19,380 --> 01:13:21,280 I'm scared this girl will mess up some. 591 01:13:23,620 --> 01:13:24,620 I'll go after her. 592 01:13:31,080 --> 01:13:32,120 I understand you. 593 01:13:33,960 --> 01:13:35,160 I understand you very much. 594 01:13:38,260 --> 01:13:40,120 Sometimes we mess up. 595 01:13:40,880 --> 01:13:44,240 But it's good to mess up too. Do part of life. 596 01:13:44,660 --> 01:13:45,660 I know. 597 01:13:47,480 --> 01:13:49,220 Sometimes you need to live comfortably. 598 01:13:49,840 --> 01:13:51,020 No pettiness. 599 01:14:10,860 --> 01:14:11,960 What does your father do? 600 01:14:12,800 --> 01:14:13,800 Talk to me. 601 01:14:13,840 --> 01:14:14,840 What does your father do? 602 01:14:15,920 --> 01:14:17,340 Each era is different. 603 01:14:18,700 --> 01:14:20,080 He was once a minister. 604 01:14:20,500 --> 01:14:21,500 Minister? 605 01:14:21,740 --> 01:14:22,940 Yes, minister. 606 01:14:23,860 --> 01:14:25,060 Now he is a senator. 607 01:14:26,120 --> 01:14:27,200 I mean, he's a politician. 608 01:14:45,390 --> 01:14:46,390 And your father? 609 01:14:47,170 --> 01:14:48,170 What is he? 610 01:14:48,590 --> 01:14:49,590 My father? 611 01:14:49,790 --> 01:14:50,910 My father, I don't say. 612 01:14:59,950 --> 01:15:00,950 Hey. 613 01:15:01,690 --> 01:15:02,690 Speak up. 614 01:15:03,610 --> 01:15:06,550 Why are you so insistent on know what my father does? 615 01:15:07,030 --> 01:15:08,790 I already told you, now it's your turn. 616 01:15:09,050 --> 01:15:10,190 But mine is a secret. 617 01:15:11,090 --> 01:15:13,630 But I won't tell anyone anything, I promise. 618 01:15:13,970 --> 01:15:14,970 Do you swear? 619 01:15:16,900 --> 01:15:17,920 It's military. 620 01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:22,820 The two of us together will govern Brazil. For sure. 621 01:15:30,180 --> 01:15:32,660 Govern Brazil. For sure. 622 01:15:51,050 --> 01:15:55,450 Come here, motherfucker. Don't coge no. Stop, let me talk to you. For, 623 01:15:55,510 --> 01:15:57,150 Roberto. Listen to me. So as to. 624 01:16:40,240 --> 01:16:41,620 The problem was posed. 625 01:16:42,680 --> 01:16:43,920 A son of yours, Roberto. 626 01:16:44,700 --> 01:16:45,700 A son. 627 01:16:47,700 --> 01:16:53,000 I recognize the love you have for me, the If you want, but... And Carminha? 628 01:16:53,900 --> 01:16:57,860 Where was this hurricane of lack and disaffection that revolved around us? 629 01:16:58,420 --> 01:16:59,860 We walk around a lot. 630 01:17:00,120 --> 01:17:03,000 A guard said he saw a girl passing by one of the shelters. 631 01:17:03,520 --> 01:17:05,420 Yeah, maybe he's in some shelter. 632 01:17:06,480 --> 01:17:08,720 Maybe she's dead. No, Jim. 633 01:17:09,290 --> 01:17:10,290 No. 634 01:17:10,970 --> 01:17:12,390 She's playing a game. 635 01:17:12,750 --> 01:17:14,710 My friend is lost out there. 636 01:17:16,470 --> 01:17:17,470 She finds herself. 637 01:17:17,910 --> 01:17:19,030 She finds herself. 638 01:17:21,690 --> 01:17:23,330 And what about our anguish? 639 01:17:24,230 --> 01:17:25,750 They are chronic, aren't they? 640 01:17:27,550 --> 01:17:30,490 Chronic anguish of... What is this? 641 01:17:30,950 --> 01:17:33,450 If we want to help, we end up with them. 642 01:17:39,850 --> 01:17:44,310 I have a stupid feeling, which I gave a big hesitation, that I couldn't 643 01:17:44,310 --> 01:17:45,310 have given. 644 01:17:59,070 --> 01:18:02,530 Big hesitation that I couldn't have given. 645 01:18:26,830 --> 01:18:28,590 We're not going to look for Carninha, are we? 646 01:18:29,750 --> 01:18:32,990 Or we go out and look for it now night, which I find a bit difficult. 647 01:18:33,870 --> 01:18:36,350 Or we make up our minds and wait until early tomorrow. 648 01:18:36,630 --> 01:18:38,090 And there's no point in staying there. 649 01:21:27,150 --> 01:21:30,970 I met a man he's knowing who will die. He has a disease 650 01:21:30,970 --> 01:21:32,150 incurable. He will die. 651 01:21:32,950 --> 01:21:34,770 But he loves life. 652 01:21:35,110 --> 01:21:37,350 See if you understand what I'm saying speaking. He loves life. 653 01:21:38,410 --> 01:21:39,410 Be careful there. 654 01:22:56,590 --> 01:22:57,690 Why are things like this? 655 01:24:38,830 --> 01:24:43,090 With a lot of effort I overcame the hemorrhage internal and the beginning of induced abortion 656 01:24:43,090 --> 01:24:44,250 by the accumulation of emotions. 657 01:24:55,270 --> 01:25:00,130 It took a few months of rest in which I reflected on everything 658 01:25:00,130 --> 01:25:04,890 what happened in those intense days and which were, for me, the discovery of 659 01:25:04,890 --> 01:25:05,890 life. 660 01:25:07,230 --> 01:25:11,690 I learned that we are all afraid of truths and human relationships that 661 01:25:11,690 --> 01:25:12,690 surround. 662 01:25:13,030 --> 01:25:19,370 We are afraid of ourselves and that is why we It's so difficult to live with and love others. 663 01:25:20,570 --> 01:25:25,290 I know that people are not even good and not bad and who want to be loved. 664 01:25:26,610 --> 01:25:31,650 I want to raise my son and give him a lot love, because I only see love around me. 665 01:25:32,830 --> 01:25:34,910 Jim was reunited with Marta. 666 01:25:35,340 --> 01:25:40,120 Marta found herself again and had the courage to accept the love he denied 667 01:25:40,120 --> 01:25:41,120 in the past. 668 01:25:41,420 --> 01:25:45,620 Bebel is calm in her solitude, for in her he found peace. 669 01:25:47,180 --> 01:25:51,540 And I'm enjoying Roberto's love, who is completing his degree 670 01:25:51,540 --> 01:25:54,340 engineering and regularly comes to see me at weekend. 671 01:25:56,000 --> 01:25:59,860 Of course they will continue to exist conflicts, but we are slowly 672 01:25:59,860 --> 01:26:02,400 losing the insecurity that so much reached. 673 01:26:02,700 --> 01:26:07,100 and increasingly wanting to participate of this very complicated process that is the 674 01:26:07,100 --> 01:26:08,100 life.